Close your eyes. Just for a moment. And the world is against you. I blame myself. If only you knew girl, the tireness of each day. I blame myself. If only you knew girl, the painfulness of each lie. I blame myself. If only you knew girl, the decisions that I make. I blame myself. If only you knew girl, the times I had to cool off. I blame myself. If only you knew girl, the life that I lead. If only you knew girl, if only you knew. I'm sorry I choose to run over staying, it was for your own sake. ::Ran out of chances, didn't I?:: Please don't take things to heart. I know you're pretty much angry right now. I'm just doing this to cool myself off alright. Please.