Here by Me
I hope youre doing fine out there without me
'Cause Im not doing so good without you
The things I thought youd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years
I guess I only see the truth through all this fear of living without you
And everything I have in this world
And all that Ill ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me
I cant take another day without you
'Cause, baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
I'm sorry I cant always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
And everything I have in this world
All that Ill ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me
As the days roll on I see
Time is standing still for me
When youre not here
Im sorry I cant always find the words to say
Everything Ive ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
And everything I have in this world
And all that i'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me
.:Enjoy:. its dedicated for you...
Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:02 pm .
Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.
Falling in love is like falling for drugs.
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hopeless
it juz hit me.
after letting all out, now its clear.
infatuation sux, doesnt it??
it was all juz a dream. fantasy perhaps?
but ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
all that had happened, had already passed.
i'll cherish every moment when you were mine.
"Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so."
"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion."
"Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye. "
"Perfect love is rare indeed - for to be a lover will require that you continually have the subtlety of the very wise, the flexibility of the child, the sensitivity of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint, the tolerance of the scholar and the fortitude of the certain."
"A relationship is like a rose, How long it lasts, no one knows; Love can erase an awful past, Love can be yours, you'll see at last; To feel that love, it makes you sigh, To have it leave, you'd rather die; You hope you've found that special rose, 'Cause you love and care for the one you chose."
"Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart."
"True love never dies for it is lust that fades away. Love bonds for a lifetime but lust just pushes away."
"I honestly think it is better to be a failure at something you love than to be a success at something you hate."
Picture of Fizie's mind at 12:04 pm .
Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.
Falling in love is like falling for drugs.
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
meaningless
it juz wasnt meant to be. all my fault.
one day i woke up,
feeling different. very diff.
my heart was spilt in 2.
i hate it. hate it all.
guilty conscience overwhelmed me.
i had to do what i feared.
i let go. all i had. all i wanted.
so that i wont feel guilty.
not becoz i wanted to cheat.
till now, i lay in my bed.
crying everynight knowing
the pain i caused, and the misery
i hold. i'm truly, sory.
Picture of Fizie's mind at 8:57 pm .
Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.
Falling in love is like falling for drugs.
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Monday, March 06, 2006
Last Post
Hey all, this is my last post for
ya'll to see. After this, i'll make it
personal.
Firstly, i'll like to say sory to every
one i noe... for everything....
__________Next_______________
I'm sory i cant carry on wif u...
It hurts me the most to do this.
You keep wanting me to
coax u, to be with you,
to only know u....
Have you known me?
Have u ever asked me?
You are nt the broken doll,
I am. I was. I have been.
And I wont wanna be.
Everyday, knowing you wait
for me, but still u kept quiet.
Keep me in the dark.
You go out with other guys.
You attract other guys.
You blabber abt other guys,
infront of me. Hurting me.
Not once. Again and again.
But yet, i cant tok to other
gurls in front of you. I cannt
stand beside them. I cannt
keep in contact. I cannt do
every thing.
Past few daes i cant sleep well,
guess wat?? I keep on dreaming.
Or having nightmares.
Its abt u. Abt how u really care.
Abt how u are when i'm nt there.
Abt you and other guys.
I dunno if its true. I dunno if
i should believe. But once bitten
twice shy isnt it??
I can no longer hold myself.
You've changed.
I'm not a dog. I'm not a
sidekick. I'm not stupid.
You expect me to be there.
I need you to be there for me too.
You keep quiet the whole dae if i
keep quiet. So much for initiative.
BS.
------------*end post.
Tears flowing down my eyes.
Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:50 pm .
Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.
Falling in love is like falling for drugs.
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
I never tot it'll happen.
I've always tot i'll be the first.
Guess i wont be. Im sory.
I've had it. No more me.
No more stupidity.
No more screwing up.
No more fatigue.
I'm sory i cant make it happen.
I never thought this would happen.
I cant change all that happened.
Picture of Fizie's mind at 4:18 pm .
Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.
Falling in love is like falling for drugs.
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