I'm freaking tired. Bloody tired. Guess that's JC life for me. At this point of time, poly sounds nice.
Anyways, as requested by Eadelin, there will be no lyrics posted for the song. And yes Eadelin, it has a meaning.
If you are wondering whoEadelin is, She's this short, umm... I mean smallgirl in my class. You'll be surprised how loud she can be. With that rock voice.
And Eadelin, that's a compliment okay? I would love to post up a photo... But circumstances.......
Anyways, Catwoman, if you are reading this, It's nearing September. Which means 2 things.
1) Start studying! 2) I still havn't met her.
Anyways, I somehow cannot wait for tomorrow. Haha. I don't really know why.
If all fails, fret not, coz I'll be here. It's not too far, nor too close. Just... there. I wouldn't want to butt in, or not care. But is it enough? To just stand here and watch. Helplessly. I wish there's more that I could do for you. But you see, I'm a born loser. I'll have to accept that. But I'll change. I'll work hard. And I want you to promise me. You'll do it too. No, I won't let you fall. Never. There will be times where we both would despise each other. When that happens, we'll stop and talk things out aite? I know it was perfect. It's wonderful. I'd love to meet, and give it my words of thanks. Coz it made u special. Very special. Something I can't do so well, coz you see, I don't have that advantage. So, I hope you'll give me a chance. I'll love you and make all our dreams come true.
I know I can't make things right. It's hard for me to learn what someone had done, and live up to the legacy. Especially what he had done. It's near impossible for me. Coz' there are things in my life that I've done and I'm not proud of, and it had all pulled me down. Do you know that each night, when I'm having a moment, I'll be wondering about this?
It has been hard for you. Having skills beyond your control, and they all seem to kill you slowly inside. The safe haven you used to have is no longer there, and you've been telling yourself that you do not need one. Guess what? You do need one. Badly. You cannot just live life the same way after what happened in the haven. That's the reason why everything seems to be falling apart now.
It has fall apart for me when I woke up from a nightmare I created. I can't believe I used to plot things that way. I guess God has punished me accordingly and gave me a broken hope to live on as well. Just to experience what I put them through. But being all so forgiving, God has also gave me another chance to make up for the mistakes. After seeing you, I don't know whether I'm in for the mission of objectives, or mission of the heart. That, I'll determine on my own.
Nonetheless, I'll need you to live life simple from now on. Till I make up my mind on what I should pursue. It'll determine whether we'll succeed, or we'll fail.
As how the rest put it, meeting girls and crapping with them, free food and getting seconds, slack job,in between scenes crap time by playing the name game...
How can it not be fun.
I think we took the most pics there. Even though we didn't get the grp photo.
Ouhwell.
I'll need Zaim to send me the pics. With the props, with the guys. I'll try upload it soon too.
I bet if there's anymore crew job, The "boys" would confirm grab again. How can we not??
We'll be Sri Anggerek's unofficial crew. Haha. Cool.
Today is freaking boring. Class in the morning, Lunch in the afternoon.
Thought of going baybeats. Too tired. Slept. And woke up.
Just great.
Anyways, yesterday was one hell of a day. Went to baybeats. With syam, zaim, khabir, mat, yas, adi, zai and farah.
Stentorian was not bad. Their vocalist has a nice voice. Caracal was a bomb! Mosh-ed like there's no tomorrow. Azmyl Yunor's Makan Gaji song has funny lyrics. Laughed. Plainsunset's performance was the best. Their song were nice. The crowd was good.
Bodysurfing. Moshing. Screaming. Jumping. It's like anger-venting session. Overall, it was worth the sweating.
each player starts off by naming ten habits about oneself. In the end tag six friends and they'll have to do the same too.
1. I like to hug my bag during classes. 2. I eat around 5 meals a day. 3. I daydream for no apparent reason. 4. whatever drink i drink at home, it has to contain ice. 5. I love to think about stuff before i sleep each night. 6. I love to look at how people react to certain situations. 7. I lie and then i tell the truth shortly after. 8. I will ALWAYS fall asleep at 2.30 am (if i'm on my bed), no matter how hard i try to stay awake. 9. When I listen to songs, it's lyrics first. Then music. 10. I walk to school and walk back home almost everyday (One end of simei to TPJC). Just a habit.
I am tagging
1) Syash, gullible should be one habit. GO DO! 2) Isya, just for fun aite. Haha. Good luck. 3) Dheelah, i know you are reading this. 4) Liang Ting, coz i want people to know ur habits. 5) Hazim, YOU ARE READING THIS. I don't care how, go post it somewhere in friendster of something. Unless u got a secret blog. 6) Sree. I somehow feel that you'll be doing this. Enjoy!
