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Thursday, May 31, 2007

Never Understood

I've thought all along that you were smart.
Perfect. But boy was I wrong. Very wrong.

You didn't expect us to keep on the hate right?
I never dragged you in. She pulled you in.
I tried my best to keep you out.

I've never mentioned about you.
I've never pulled you in.
I've never tried to let you help.

You yourself told me it's ok.
That you understood. That its alright.
Now, when it's over, you've got a lot to say.

Tell me now, what influenced your decision?
Friendship? Maturity? Ignorance?

Or plain love?

Guilty now? Don't be. You choose that path.
I've been trying to separate you from that.
But since that fall out, you seemed determined.

Going strong? Keep relying on false hopes.

Coz if you ever come calling for help,

::I'll leave you to dig your grave::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 12:31 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Sunday, May 27, 2007

Staind - So Far Away


this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
'cause i
i must be sleeping

now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today

these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before

somebody shake me 'cause i
i must be sleeping
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today

i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me

now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today
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What we have gone through,
I didn't expect it all to fade away.
You might have forgotten,
The night we sat by the beach,
Staring at the lovely stars,
And promised,

"No matter what happens,
We'll stick together".

Who would have thought,
that you'll stick to someone else.
In your heart, I've lost.
But in your conscience, I've won.

Feeling guilty?
_________________________________
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The perfomance was great.
Had fun. Enjoyed dancing.
And sweating beyond expectations.

The SSA Monthly Shoot was good too.
Managed to achieve the 9 point goal.
But still, need to work harder to get better.
Other schools are very good.

::When will all this end?::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 10:34 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Thursday, May 24, 2007

Ahead of Time

Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead.
Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead.
Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead.
Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead. Dead.

I'm dead. So busy. How can I ever get things done?
If I pull this week off... DAMN. It'll be great.

Things in my head:

1) SSA Shoot
2) Econs Hw
3) GPP Draft 2
4) How stupid tmr will be
5) Training tomorrow
6) Saturday's Performance
7) SC Camp Proposal
8) My life
9) Their life
10) Maths Test (I SCREWED IT UP TOO)
11) Holiday Classes
12) Common Tests

Basically thats it.

::I need to stop thinking::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:58 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Saturday, May 19, 2007

A Singing Heart

The flame that roars in your lovely eyes,
Seems to burn through my lonely heart.
The warmth I felt when you were near,
Now seems to erode away in fear.
Your despise of me, you kept so tight,

So tell me my love, why did we fight?

I thought all day and ponder all night,
I tried to pull together with all my might.
Yet I couldn't understand the very source.
Of that never ending hatred of yours.

So now I'll take a step back into reality
And leave you to enjoy your real life fantasy.
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First and foremost, I'm not being emo.
Its for a friend. So, cut the comments.

::Its amazing what a sleepy mind in chem class can do::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 8:41 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Living Like It Is

Since Ead complained i'm too emo (I'M NOT),
I'll try to make it seem very cheery.

I GOT A FREAKING 'A' FOR CHEM!
YES!! I thought I'll die for sure,
But I didn't! For now, my ass is saved.

Me and Adi thought about names.
Came up with some stupid and some probable ones.

1) Silent Symphony
2) Symphonians
3) Symphoninies
4) Hypocritical Paradox
5) Splicing Dices
6) Checkered Stripes

Still cannot figure out. Anyone has a good idea?
Anyways, next Sat will be our first performance.
Tickets selling fast at 5 bucks. Anyone wanna go?
I can book some tix, but I can't confirm all.

3 live band performances. 1 Dance competition.
And (if i'm not wrong), all you can eat refreshments.
Tanjong Pagar CC. 6.30 to 9.30. PM.
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Somehow, I just know that you'll be reading this.
Right now, I bet you are mixed up in your head.
Trying to sort out all that happened to you.

In case you didn't notice, I've always been there.
Right there beside your heart.
I'm not waiting to occupy it. But instead to mend it.

I can't fit in there anymore. I won't even if I can.
I wouldn't want to damage it.

So carry one with what you feel is right,
And if it all turns out wrong,

::I'll be there to fix every piece::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 11:10 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Ahead of Time

All energy is/are drained out of me.
Need to concentrate harder to succeed.

Ate dinner with the other two guys.
Adi and Im. The usual.

I don't tink I can eat LJS anymore.
Too full to think about it.

And we still need a name guys.
I came upon "Silent Symphony" in my head.

Too classical? Too common? Too mysterious?

::Or is it just plain too long?::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 12:17 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Sunday, May 13, 2007

The River - Good Charlotte feat. M Shadows and Synyster Gates

As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say

I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

You're from a small town
you're gonna grow up fast
underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood on the boulevard
the dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back they'll come on stronger
and if they don't you'll know

They say that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

Baptized in the river (on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
(on my own)
(on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered

I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered

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Have you ever woken up knowing you've sinned?
Knowing that what you've just done was wrong?

And that guilt. The creeping feeling in your stomach.
Slowly and painfully crawling up your throat.

::All I Can Do Is Beg For Forgiveness::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 5:47 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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A Month's Pass

Almost a month has gone.
Been better though.
Failing Maths Class test.
Need to work faster to pass.

Shooting is getting intense.
Praying hard I can make the team.
9 point average will be my aim for now.

The performance is drawing near.
Yet, we can't seem to get it together.
The plans will have to be done soon.
Or we will be in deep shit on the 26th.

Guess that's JC life for me.

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Years passed since I grazed upon your beauty,
Yet it seems only yesterday that we last exchanged words.
Now when our eyes meet on the dot,
I'm lost for words, Just as much as you are.
Now that the ribbon is tied, And the bow is cut,
We shall be able to let our hearts run wild,
As there is nothing more important, than being with you.

::You did wonderful::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 12:47 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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