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Thursday, November 29, 2007

A Week


Well, one week has passed.
A lot of things had come and go.

Friends are sometimes not who you think they are.
They might just cling on to you because of something.
When you're there, they try to put on a listening ear,
But when you're gone, they just disappear.
A friend in need is a friend indeed.

::Yeah Right::

Day by day, I'm not getting any younger.
And, God forbid, if anything happens to me,
I want to know that you can live on.
Forgive me if you will, Forget me if you must

::Hell Yeah::

I'm too old for this shit.


Picture of Fizie's mind at 1:57 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Thursday, November 22, 2007

Day Out


Morning training. The usual.
Rounds. Rifle and Pistol.
No wonder I'm in Rifle.
I suck at pistol. Totally hopeless.

Anyways, I need to get a job.
The enrichment course costs $400.
That's a lot. I got only $150 in my edusave.
If there's anyone who knws a job opening, tell me aite.

So, after training me, vic, adi, jeff, kiku and ead hang out.
To lazy to type the details.

The highlight was photo taking at D'Marquee.
After dinner, adi left and the rest of us hang out there.
Realised we can make a silhouette, we took photos.
Lots of them. Here are some.



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Two of the early crap photo.






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Same position, sitting down. But we decided to pose more.






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Supposedly superhero post. Try to figure out okay?






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L.O.V.E






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If ya'll can figure out the word.....





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Supermodel pose.






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"Band" Pose






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Hot Shot Pose






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Goddess Pose





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Umm... It's not what you think.



::Just a Silhouette::


Picture of Fizie's mind at 1:14 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Friday, November 16, 2007

Almost - Bowling For Soup


I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be miss texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breasts
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished u would've loved me too

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too

Here I go thinking about all the things I could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we had our problems I can't remember one

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
And I almost had you
I almost wish you would've loved me too

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Well, I guess its not meant to be for me huh?
What can I expect?

In everyway, the odds are against me.

::I almost wish you would've loved me too::


Picture of Fizie's mind at 12:00 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Thursday, November 15, 2007

Forgive Me


Results of your
Schizophrenia Screening Quiz

Please note, this quiz has limited validity.
Please interpret the below results cautiously.

You scored a total of 16


Based upon your responses to this schizophrenia screening measure, you appear to have some early signs commonly associated with schizophrenia or a schizophrenia-related disorder. Your responses are similar to others who experience early symptoms of schizophrenia or a schizophrenia-related disorder. Because no online test is 100% accurate, please be aware that this does not necessarily mean you do have schizophrenia, only that this particular quiz found sufficient evidence to suggest that you may.

You should not take this as a diagnosis of any sort, or a recommendation for treatment. However, if would be advisable and likely beneficial for you to seek further verification and to see if you qualify for a schizophrenia or schizophrenia-related diagnosis from a trained mental health professional as soon as possible in order to rule out a possible schizophrenia or psychotic disorder.

The most common schizophrenia disorders diagnosed are: Schizophrenia, Schizoaffective Disorder, and Schizophreniform Disorder.


S C O R I N G
If you scored...
Then...
14 & up
10 - 13
0 - 9
Early schizophrenia
Possibility of early
No schizophrenia


Great. Haha. That explains the "talking to myself" thing.


Results of your
How Do Others Perceive You? Quiz

You scored a total of 45

The Lively Center of Attention

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.



The Lively Center of Attention



S C O R E S

If you scored...
You may be...
61 & up
The Vain, Self-Centered Leader
51 - 60
The Natural Leader
41 - 50
The Lively Center of Attention
31 - 40
The Loyal Friend
21 - 30
The Careful Plodder
0 - 20
The Shy Worrier


I hope so.



::What a Day::



Picture of Fizie's mind at 5:07 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Whatever Happens


Whatever happens. Hold on tight.
No point giving up at this point in life.
So many things have happened,
Yet so little has been rewarded.

But hey, it'll be alright.
Have faith, and pray on.
Who knows, things might work out.

::Keep the Smiles::


Picture of Fizie's mind at 7:34 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Monday, November 12, 2007

Why?


Went to WWW with some classmates.
Victor, Jeffrey, Nash, Kiku, Ead, Man.
Ok ah. Not too bad.
We laughed and lots of jokes were shared.
And lots of pinches and bites were exchanged too.

Got kinda bored riding the big group slide thing.
Coz we couldn't get a nice photo.
But eventually we got one. Not that nice,
but enuff to keep the memories alive I guess.

Dinner with Zim, Ead, Vic, Man, Jeff.
Jeff left kinda soon. The four of us just talked.
From 8.30 till 9.45, procrastinating what time to leave.
Lots of things were shared that day, can only imagine.

Kinda wasted, it had to be only recently that the class bonded.
If it had been sooner, i guess it'll be so much fun.
But its better late then never right?
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What the heck are you doing?
Spoiling your chance?
Aren't you the least bit happy?
After all that was given to you, aren't you satisfied?
Or do you need more in life?

There no such rule in life that you cannot make it happen.
Nothing is ever achieved if the person just sits and stares.
Get ur bum off the bed and ask him out.
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If you are in fear, I'll hold your hands.
If you are cold, I'll wrap my arms around you.
If you are sad, I'll give my shoulder to cry on.
If you are sleepy, I'll let you sleep on my lap.

But I won't be there if the world were to fall.
Coz' it's not my duty. It never was.
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Control over me can never last long.
Earn my respect, and I'll respect you.
I'm no longer a kid alright, I know what's best for me.

For 17 years I've learnt to swallow every shit.
So don't tell me I haven't tasted it.


::Memories Will Last A Lifetime::
::If you drop the coin, you'll lose it::
::Friends Forever. Fullstop::
::Here are the keys::



Picture of Fizie's mind at 7:24 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Saturday, November 10, 2007

Love Life Live


Love.
Definition: Unknown.

Relationship.
Definition: A bond between 2 people which consists of smiles and tears.

Friends.
Definition: A person who stands by you, and guide you through.

Family.
Definition: People who are there for you, whether you want to or not.

::Read between the lines::


Picture of Fizie's mind at 3:07 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Angel - Shaggy Feat. Rayvon


Girl, you're my angel, you're my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you're my angel, you're my darling angel
Girl, you're my friend when I'm in need, lady

Life is one big party when you're still young
But who's gonna have your back when it's all done
It's all good when you're little, you have pure fun
Can't be a fool, son, what about the long run
Looking back Shorty always mention
Said me not giving her much attention
She was there through my incarceration
I wanna show the nation my appreciation

Girl, you're my angel, you're my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you're my angel, you're my darling angel
Girl, you're my friend when I'm in need, lady

You're a queen and so you should be treated
Though you never get the lovin' that you needed
Could have left, but I called and you heeded
Begged and I pleaded, mission completed
Mama said that I and I dissed the program
Not the type to mess around with her emotion
But the feeling that I have for you is so strong
Been together so long and this could never be wrong

Girl, you're my angel, you're my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you're my angel, you're my darling angel
Girl, you're my friend when I'm in need, lady

Uh, uh
Girl, in spite of my behavior, said I'm your savior
(You must be sent from up above)
And you appear to me so tender, say girl I surrender
(Thanks for giving me your love)

Girl, in spite of my behavior, well, you are my savior
(You must be sent from up above)
And you appear to me so tender, well, girl I surrender
(Said thanks for giving me your love)

Now life is one big party when you're still young
And who's gonna have your back when it's all done
It's all good when you're little, you have pure fun
Can't be a fool, son, what about the long run
Looking back Shorty always mention
Said me not giving her much attention
She was there through my incarceration
I wanna show the nation my appreciation

Girl, you're my angel, you're my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you're my angel, you're my darling angel
Girl, you're my friend when I'm in need, lady

Girl, you're my angel, you're my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you're my angel, you're my darling angel
Girl, you're my friend when I'm in need, lady
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::Need I say anything anymore::


Picture of Fizie's mind at 8:55 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Thursday, November 01, 2007

When life is full of Shit


Life in this world is not for long. Some die young, while some seems to live almost forever. Nonetheless, almost each one of us will come to a point in time where life seems biased. A time when everything you do is wrong. A time when everyone seems not to care. A time when you have all the job in the world to do, but not the time. Yea, that time.

I read a quote once, when life gives you shit, throw shit back at life. I never really understood what it meant. I thought it was one of those funny quotes people come out with, until the days that followed. I realised what it meant. The meaning's actually simple.

Do the opposite of what the shit in life has given you. If the shit in life has made you feel sad by making you fail your exams, throw shit back by working harder and learnt from your mistakes. If the shit in life has broken your relationship with the person you care the most, throw shit back by remaking the broken bonds, at your own initiative. If the shit in life has caused you to feel sick all the time, throw shit back by living healthy and become bubbly again, by keeping in mind that your time is limited. Which will be a better memory, living in a cold life feeling sick and regretting, or living a sick life, but nonetheless bubbly and smiling with the ones you love? Pick wisely.

All I'm trying to tell you here, please, do not let things bring you down to a level of distraught and despair. It's not worth it. And if you think that life sucks and give you nothing but pain, think again about what life has given you: A chance to live, A chance to love, A chance to learn, A chance to experience, A chance to forgive and forget.

::I'll be here when you need me::


Picture of Fizie's mind at 7:02 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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