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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Kenangan Terindah - Samsons

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu...
Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku...
Kau lah cinta sejati

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

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Kenangan yang terindah buatku,
Hanya berada di sisimu.
Walau apa pun terjadi...

Rashsia di dalam hati, Tiada siapa yang tahu.

Picture of Fizie's mind at 11:58 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Friday, December 22, 2006

Disenchanted (Just Shut up and Play) - My Chemical Romance

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

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Three Cheers to my new found freedom.
And ouh yah... JUST SHUT UP AND PLAY!

4 more days. Haha.

Picture of Fizie's mind at 10:27 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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First Words of...

I know I can't go further.
Don't try to push me Doc, don't.
Care is all you have been giving me.
About yesterday, I'm sorry alright.
Everything doesn't seem right,
Anymore.

Whatever I do, can't be right.
Happens all the time too.
Stay away from me to be safe aite?
Happy isn't an emotion to be toyed.
Always remember, they're out to kill.

It'll take me a long time to recover.
Be patient okay Doc?
A while longer won't hurt ya I guess.
Long or not, I'll need you to wait.
Time won't be an essence I hope.
Till the day I can roam free,
I wish that you'll be safe from harm's way.
See ya soon I guess.
You take care aite.

Goodbye.

Picture of Fizie's mind at 10:31 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

The Best

Came back from an appointment.
The Doc was as persistent as ever.
Looks like she really wants the site down.

Well, Doc, I guess you are reading this.

Thanks for the past few days.
You really brought me back to life.

Whatever you've done is miraculous.
I know that I'll be in debt with you,
for now till eternity.

I learned a lot about you.
What you are doing right now is magnificent.
Facing your fears and putting all hope up front.
You know, no matter what happens,
I'll be around. I'll be there when u fail.

Once again, thanks for healing me back.
I'll see you Friday, at your clinic?
And yah, which one do you prefer,
White Chocolate, or Milk Chocolate?

Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:25 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

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I was soaring ever higher.
But I guess it must have been too high.
But I'm lucky to be given a second life.
Even though its all zombie-like,
I'm grateful I would have to feel.

A death certificate,
with C.O.D as BROKEN HEART.
The M.O.D was as follows:

The deceased had put in trust, in an eagle.
The eagle took his heart, and flew in to the skies.
The bright lights must have blinded the eagle,
thus the eagle dropped the heart till;
SIX FEET UNDERGROUND.

Having his heart crashed, he lost his life.

But luckily for me, I was saved.
A kind doctor took my heart,
Mended it nicely, not missing any piece.
Each day at the ward, she visits me.
With flowers and smiles. Yea. Smiles.

She took the death certificate and tore it.
And told me, I'm well alive again.
I had to learn to talk, laugh, smile again.
She helped me through those times.

Now, I would like to thank her again.
And return her the favor.

This web of my past will stay till a week.
She wants it abolished. She wants it down.
All because it reflects my previous life.

A debt and the price will have to be paid.

Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:27 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Monday, December 18, 2006

Wonderful Tonight - Eric Clapton

It is late in the evening
She has wonderin' what clothes to wear
She puts on her make-up
And brushes her long blond hair

And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say yes, you look wonderful tonight

We go to a party
And everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady
Walkin' around with me

And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight

I feel wonderful because I see the love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all is that you just don't realize how much I love you

It is time to go home now
And I have got an achin' head
So I give her the car keys
And she helps me to bed

And then I tell her
As I turn out the light
I say my darlin', you were wonderful tonight
Oh, my darlin', you were wonderful tonight

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I'm really grateful that you're alright.
It doesn't matter anymore if it rains or not.
It doesn't matter if it'll ever shine or not.

Coz' one thing's for sure,
you'll feel wonderful tonight.

Picture of Fizie's mind at 5:38 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Would`s

Would there ever be a day,
where the grass will be green,
and the skies will be blue?

Would there ever be a day,
where there's no chaos around?

Would there ever be a day,
where children are able to roam free?

Would there ever be a day,
where the past does not matter?

Would there ever be a day,
where people will be free?

Would there ever be a day,
where no blood will be shed?

Would there ever be a day,
where time would stop and wait for us?

Would there ever be a day,
where I can stop worrying,
and start living?

Picture of Fizie's mind at 2:28 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Sunday, December 10, 2006

Beauty and The Beast

Just like the story, the curse will be broken,
only if the Beast learns to love and be loved,
before the last petal of rose wither away.

But unlike the story, it seems that the curse remains.
It could now no longer be broken.

But nonetheless, the Beast learns to control the heart.
Not allowing it to plunged into the darkness,
which is filled with hatred and power.
The power to cause misery.

Remember how it all ends?

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Walking together, under the moonlight;
With me, staring into the skies.

Both drenched, from mischievous times;
But yet, neither of us seemed to mind.

Because both of us knew at that time,
that a new chapter to life will arise.

But yet, it all ended in a misery of silence.
Like a rainy day turned shine.

It seems as odd as an man named Snickers,
wearing a pink shirt, eating a chocolate bar,
drinking a cup of caramel frappuccino.

Picture of Fizie's mind at 5:13 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Lessons Learnt

Being away for a week from
any sort of social communication,
any sort of communicative device,
any sort of fun and games,
any sort of joy and laughter,
taught me some stuff.

I gotta write all this down so I won't forget.

1) When you lie, don't always think they fall for it.
For all you know, they might be plotting against you.

2) Let go. Some thing's aren't yours to keep.

3) Each day the earth spins. As each day passes,
so does our life. We just don't bother about it.

4) Most of the time when a person says I forgive you,
Its not sincere. Its just their conscience telling them
to do the right thing.

5) Your memories only serve to bring you down.
Even the sweetest memories will be the bitterest
when the opportune moment arrives.

6) Hold on to what is the most precious to you now.
Even a slightest slip will cause you to lose it.

7) If you miss the moment, you miss all chance.

8) It takes two hands to clap.

Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:16 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Hopeless Love - Daphne Loves Derby

200 miles away from home.
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs,
but you don't care at all, at all.

You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming
as the water filled my lungs, my lungs.

You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.

Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here.

What would it take for me to be with you?
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed.
Please be impressed.

I'd go so far to please you
but I bet you wouldn't care at all, at all.

Hopeless love, please leave me.
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long.
Why don't you care at all?

I'm dying for a place in your heart.

Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget
about the way I feel every time you're here.

Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met.
And help me forget your name.


Take care of yourself. Its going to be tough.
But if you play it right, It'll be all worthwhile.

It might seem easy now, but it'll be shaky later.
On the moment it does, do not be self-centered.
Make decisions maturely. Talk about how you feel.
Don't keep it to yourself. Don't tell your friends.
They'll serve to bring it all down.

In this point of time, trust is important as well.
Trust if you must. If you can't talk to each other why.

Its not a once in a lifetime, so don't worry too much.
Nonetheless, it'll still be the one you'll always remember.
Your first love.

Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:14 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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