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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

If you were mine - Marcos Hernandez

If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you'd be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want, Ohhhh yeah

Everything I dream about
Everything I talk about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don't feel the same way
Watching him bring tears to your eyes

If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you'd be the only thing
That I would ever need (ever need)
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want, Ohhhh yeah

All the words I sing about
All the letters I write about
The only thing I want to hear about
So can I get closer to you
I know there's someone else
But he is only thinking of himself
Doesn't make any sense
For you to be lonely

If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you'll be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want, Ohhhh yeah

Let me be the one you share your hopes and dreams with (hopes and dreams with)
You'll never be alone again cause I will hold you endlessly
Please don't be afraid to let your broken heart guide you (broken guide you)
Into these open arms that long to surround you, baby...

Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:48 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

Tearing me Apart - Ziecke

I'm standing all alone,
With my feet stuck to the ground.
Knowing I can't be myself,
To lead you safe and sound.

I had to try my best,
to make it seem worthwhile.
Anything for you,
Just to make you smile...

Till I'm gone,
I will try to find a way,
To tell you all the things that I had done,
To tell you all the things that shouldn't be
But through your lovely eyes all I can see...

You saw what angered you,
And you took it out alone,
Still what you didn't know,
What I hadn't shown...

I can't remember why,
And I don't remember how.
How it came about,
And what had happened now...

Till I'm gone,
I will try to find a way,
To tell you all the things that I had done,
To tell you all the things that shouldn't be
But through your lovely eyes all I can see...

Till I'm gone,
I will try to fix it all,
To make sure everything will be just right.
But all I need from you is just your smile,
But through your lovely eyes all I can see...
Despair, tearing me apart.

[Understand?]

Picture of Fizie's mind at 8:39 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Nothing but the Truth

I wonder if you're still reading this,
but if you do, leave me ANOTHER tag aite?

I'm sorry if I was harsh last time.
Didn't mean it.

But I was serious on TOTAL STRANGERS.
So don't start bullshitting me.

I guess after 2 years, I should reveal.
Take it seriously or not, up to you.

I know this day will occur.
A day whereby we are strangers,
and forever filled with hatred.

And yes, you are filled with it.
Don't deny. The heart reveals all.

I leave clues to my life to everyone.
So that each person will have a different perspective of me.
This is to ensure that my real life is not exposed.
Main reason is because I'm not what you see.

That part I cannot explain.
But you can figure it out by asking each one.
"What do you think of the Batam Pimp??"

Yes, I know that too.
Not from your close friends. Don't worry.
I got it by myself. Blog-hopping around.
And I stumbled upon your blog.

But I had to keep it down.
If not you'll change again rite??
So since that day I read ALL that happened.
Basically anithing related to me.

Sad or angry, happy or suprised?
Check my blog past post to figure out.
I hid secrets EVERYWHERE.

Aniwaes, back to the point.
My life isn't all as bad as yours.

I recalled you telling me,
"Siape yg makan lada, dier yg terase pedas."
Comparing my life to what I heard about yours,
I am glad I am here typing all this out.

Let me give you highlights.
I learnt to control my feelings
I learnt to hide my emotions.
I learnt to conquer my fears.
I learnt what others think of you.

Its much better to have people hate me as it is,
Then to have friends who backstabs.
But hey, everyone has one or two or three.
Suprisingly for you...

Now here's a little secret I kept.
Only this one I am revealing.
Only some of my trustees know.
The rest didn't know about it. Including you.

Firstly, during March or April can't remember,
We had a dilemma am I right?

Well, whatever reasons I gave you was a lie.
Some people figured that out on their own.
I salute them for that. I was wrong.
I shouldn't have made use of people's heart.

I didn't really "fell" back for her.
I made that whole thing up.
I thought you would figure it out.
I dropped a lot of clues which others did find.
Too bad you didn't.

Go and think about the things that happened.
From October 19 to June 14.
Think hard. Think slow. Think carefully.
Whatever reasons I gave you was probably a lie.

I confess to being a scheming man.
I confess to doing all those just for strength.
But I had to keep it real. I had to make it credible.

Only some of my very close frens know of this.
You can ask them if you want. If you don't, its better.
But please, Ahmad isn't one of them okay.

Another truth. WHATEVER you heard from Ahmad,
Or any other sources which lead back to Ahmad,
is most probably not the truth.

You see, I know of Ahmad's flaw.
So i kinda use it to my advantage.
I made sure what ever lie which i need to make real,
will be told to Ahmad as a secret. Then for sure,
others will know of it too. But as a "true" secret.
Pity that most people believed it.

Some other people has this flaw too.
I made use of it as well. But it did work, didn't it?

I don't know if you have learnt anithing from this at all.
It's okay if you havn't. I figured you won't aniway.
Don't bother reading the thing again.
If you don't get it once, you won't get it at all.

So i bid you farewell and good luck.
Luck for everything you do.
Every decision you make.
For every step you take.
You'll need it.

And yes, as you will think,
"Will this childish asshole change the blog add?"
Yes I will. I can't let my life be touched by...

So you have a week from this date of published to read it.
After that, it'll be gone. Don't bother saving it.
Or posting it in ur new blog. I know you'll change your add.

Ouh yah, I didn't search for your blog okay.
I stumbled upon it. As i said, this post is the truth.
Up to you to believe.

I guess a goodbye will be in order.
I hope you'll get satisfying results for your O's.
Like how you did for your MT. A2 is very good.
Don't worry about chemistry. They'll probably moderate.

Well then, I should be going off.
Till next time we meet.

Picture of Fizie's mind at 12:27 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

You'll be okay - Ziecke

I was feeling down one day,
so I looked into the skies;
That's when I saw her face,
my angel in disguise.

She had a smile so sweet,
a smile that was so fine.
Too bad that's all memory,
a past I left behind...

But thing's weren't meant to be that way,
I can't believe those words you said,
And now my life has gone away;
You'll be okay

Even though you're gone I'm here to stay,
I won't lose anything anyway,
All I can do is hope and say...
You'll be okay...

The sun was shining bright,
not a dark cloud out of place;
The perfect kind of day,
to tell her face to face.

So I met her by her place,
and I told her what's in my heart;
She took those words I said,
she tore them apart...

But thing's weren't meant to be that way,
I can't believe those words you said,
And now my life has gone away;
You'll be okay

Even though you're gone I'm here to stay,
I won't lose anything anyway,
All I can do is hope and say...
You'll be okay...

You'll be okay...

Forget it, forget me;
Forget eveything, everyone, everytime.

Why won't you, forgive me;
For every single mistake I have done.

Yet I hope,
that you'll be okay...

Picture of Fizie's mind at 3:45 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Gone So Young - Amber Pacific

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart you know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Picture of Fizie's mind at 10:48 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

Voices of a Distant Star

I have loved many things.
Like the clouds in the scorching summer heat,
and the rain that freezes the skin;
The scent of cool Autumn breezes,
and the gentle softness of the earth during spring;
The cosiness of a convenience store at the dead of night;
The slight chill in the air after school;
The smell of blackboard duster;
The roar of a faraway truck,
echohing deep in the night...

And I wanted us to experience them together, always.

Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:48 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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Saturday, November 04, 2006

-Nil-

Welcome to my sanctuary.
Unless you've been here before.

First and foremost, I won't be hitting u a testie back.
I don't really like my words to appear public.
As you can see, this place is very quiet.
Keep it that way.

2ndly, thanks for the b'dae wish.
And Selamat Hari Raya to u too.
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Its okay about the previous stuff.
Its partially my fault too. Well, most of it.

About her, it never did get serious okay.
And who DID mention it was about things you do?
Its all about the words you say. They aren't really nice.

Well, whatever you have to say, its up to you.
Whether u wanna let it out or not.

Whatever happens, I like it this way.
You and I. Total STRANGERS.

Till next time.

Picture of Fizie's mind at 10:41 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.

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