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Saturday, March 31, 2007

Changes

Changes are not always good right?

It could be for the better or for worse.
But my life cannot possibly get better.
And my life cannot possibly get worse.

How about outcome of others?
Should I take into account of their reactions?
Or should I just live my own life?

After all, I'll have to be tough to survive.
I cannot just give in to others.

::I guess it's time for a change::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 10:46 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Money Matters,

$75 for the Application.
$60 for the gloves.

$4 for each box of 500 pellets.
$4.20 for each practice, lane and rifle.

Maybe every Friday, Saturday and Sunday.


I'm so screwed.

Picture of Fizie's mind at 10:08 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Sunday, March 25, 2007

Fairytale Gone Bad - Sunrise Avenue

This is the end you know
Lady, the plans we had went all wrong
We ain't nothing but fight and shout and tears

We got to a point I can't stand
I've had it to the limit; I can't be your man
I ain't more than a minute away from walking

We can't cry the pain away
We can't find a need to stay
I slowly realized there's nothing on our side

Out of my life, Out of my mind
Out of the tears we can't deny
We need to swallow all our pride
And leave this mess behind

Out of my head, Out of my bed
Out of the dreams we had, they're bad
Tell them it's me who made you sad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad

Another night and I leave
They all make mistakes and so did we
But we did something we can never turn back right

Find a new one to fool
Leave and don't look back. I won't follow
We have nothing left. It's the end of our time

We can't cry the pain away
We can't find a need to stay
There's no more rabbits in my hat to make things right

Out of my life, Out of my mind
Out of the tears we can't deny
We need to swallow all our pride
And leave this mess behind

Out of my head, Out of my bed
Out of the dreams we had, they're bad
Tell them it's me who made you sad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad

Out of my life, Out of my mind
Out of the tears we can't deny
We need to swallow all our pride
And leave this mess behind

Out of my head, Out of my bed
Out of the dreams we had, they're bad
Tell them it's me who made you sad
Tell them the fairytale gone bad

Tell them the fairytale gone bad...
Tell them the fairytale gone bad...

__________________________________________

All we were. And all we could have been.
All had been washed down the drain.

It's amazing how our novel of love,
has turned to be a fairytale gone bad.

::I guess that's Stupidity::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 1:39 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Friday, March 23, 2007

For a Friend

Hey there.
I know you are reading.
Coz you're always here.

This post is to you aite.
You'll know what I mean.
I somehow gazed to who you were.
And I can't help but to type this out.

If you somehow feel that what you've done,
Be it big or small, right or wrong,
Don't you ever regret that decision.

Coz look at yourself now.
Aren't you more livelier?
Aren't you more happier?

If you are finding a spot to fill up that gap,
The one in your heart,
Don't fill it up with just a person in mind.

Fill it up with friends and laughter.
Coz they are much more worth it.
They won't hurt you as much.

Forget about that person.
I know memories are hard to erase.
Coz part of those moments had been sweet.

But what you've done, was somehow irreversible.
It can only be reversed, if you pluck enough courage.
Together with thick-skin, you can go retrieve it.

::And I know you don't have the Courage::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:54 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Thursday, March 22, 2007

School Life

Kinda settled into TPJC life.
07S05. Not too bad la. Quite good actually.

But it'll NEVER be better than 07S17.
I think the pon-ning of lessons bonded us.

Currently my class now is quite well bonded.
Mostly thx to Nash I guess.
He was the one behind all the bonding.

Anyways, took my height and weight the other day.
My height remains at 169. I dun tink I'm growing.

BUT,
My weight increased.
Not by 1.
Not by 2.

BY 5 FREAKING KILOS!

Not from early last year.
Not from end last year.

FROM 2 MONTHS AGO!

Dammit! Have to start running already.
BMI is 21.4! That's unhealthy.

But at least I have PE and Shooting on Mon to Wed.
So 3 days of running, at least 2 rounds each, will help for sure.

::I hope::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 11:33 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Monday, March 19, 2007

New Timetable

Hectic week I guess.
Since class has be allocated,
Timetable has been confirmed.
CCA too.

So currently my schedule...

Mon -> Sch till 4.30. Shooting frm 4.30 till 6.30.
Tues -> Sch till 3.50. Band frm 5.30 till 8.30.
Wed -> Sch till 1.50. Shooting frm 2.30 till 6.30.
Thurs -> Sch till 3.50. Break for the day.
Fri -> Sch till 12.30. Friday Prayers. Break for the day.

Might have shooting on weekends too.

I somehow keep getting the feeling that my Thurs and Fri,
the only two free days, won't be free anymore.

Till then, I'll pray that I'll be able to manage.
OUH DAMN! I never include study sessions.
Argh...!

::Hair Falling Like Rain::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:28 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Sunday, March 18, 2007

Seven Blunders of the World

Ponder over these blunders:

  1. Wealth without work
  2. Pleasure without conscience
  3. Knowledge without character
  4. Commerce without morality
  5. Science without humanity
  6. Worship without sacrifice
  7. Politics without principle

It's all so true.
Famous words by Mathama Gandhi.

::What Has The World Come To Be::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 1:02 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

When It's Over - Sugar Ray

When it's over
That's the time I fall in love again
And when it's over
That's the time you're in my heart again
And when you go go go go
I know
And it never ends
It never ends


All the things that I used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that I used to know
Have gone out the window
All the things that she used to bring
All the songs she used to sing
All the favorite TV shows
Have gone out the window

I'm missing you
I never knew how much she'd loved me
I'm missing you
I never knew how much you meant to me
I need you and when you go go go go
I know
It never ends
Never ends


All the things that I used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that I used to know
Have gone out the window
All the things that she used to bring
All the songs she used to sing
All the favorite TV shows
Have gone out the window


I'm wishing you
You never said you were pretending
I'm wishing you
You feel the same and just come back to me
I need you and when you go go go go
I know
It never ends
It never ends
When it's over
Can I still come over
And when it's over
Is it really over
When it's over
That's the time I fall in love again


All the things that I used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that I used to know
Have gone out the window
All the things that she used to bring
All the songs she used to sing
All the favorite TV shows
Have gone out the window

All the things that I used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that I used to know
Have gone out the window
All the things that she used to bring
All the songs she used to sing
All the favorite TV shows
Have gone out the window

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Hope you can see what i mean.
Hope you can feel what's in my heart.

::Coz' I can feel yours::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 5:01 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Friday, March 09, 2007

It's Not Over - Daughtry

I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Let's start over.
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

_________________________________________

Specially for you.

::It's not Over::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 8:42 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Final Wishes (07S17)

This post goes to 07S17,
Which I feel like the best class I've been to.

Even though the class gets smaller each time,
nonetheless the bond keeps getting stronger.

From Mr Imran, to Mrs Chai, to Ridz the Chairman,
and Yvonee the Asst, to the whole class,
All of us fit well in the puzzle, to make one large picture.

Highlights of us would be:

1) Casual Impact

A great band. Me, Ridz, Adi, Nad, and Hafiz with Zaim (both from 07S09).
Went through a hectic time before Dunman performance.
But it was worth it right? Now that opportunities has come,
let's continue and give it our best shot aite?

2) Skipping Lessons

07S17's best ability. Even though we can skip classes a lot,
we'll still have people like, Nad and Hidayah to balance it out
by going to class. Haikal and Syahir who goes only for classes which
teaches. The rest all go to stadium, Mac, library or basketball. Great!

3) GP lessons

I think this is the lesson that most of us look forward to right?
From Hotel Rwanda, to Thank You For Smoking, to The Last Samurai,
till FINAL DESTINATION 2 & 3! Now that's what I call a great class!!

4) Class Outings

The BBQ was a bit boring, but DAMN HELL THERE WAS A LOT OF FOOD!
Seoul Garden was fullfilling, and the pool was great, watching Ridz lose,
Over and over and over and over and over and over again.
Then the bowling and LETTERS FROM IWO JIMA.
Next, would it be Sentosa, or just a forgotten memory?

07S17, you guys (and gals) have been a wonderful class.
Even though we are wearing different outfit,
nonetheless we have a strong bond among us.

Before I end this farewarell, I would like to say that I'm sorry.
For anything or everything till the smallest thing that I've done.
It'll be a waste if I move on knowing that there's a grudge.
Forgive me aite?

Secondly, I would like to say thanks. To ALL of you.
Little did all of you know, that each one of you,
all had done a little something to allow me to
see the world in different colours.
I really appreciate all of that.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you 07S17.

Lastly, I would like to bid all of you good luck.
In anything and everything that you'll pursue.
It might not be an easy road ahead,
But each one of us will still be here to help.
Let's not end the friendship here,
but instead, let it grow into something more.

For all we know, we might need each other someday.
And it'll be great to know that we have friends by our side.
On top of that, close friends by our side.

Once again thank you 07S17.
For those of you guys who have read this,
please pass the my final message to them.

Tell them I said sorry.
Tell them I said thanks.
Tell them I said goodluck.


And tell them that I love them.

::I won't let it end here::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 10:22 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Saturday, March 03, 2007

K4 Outing (Again)

Went out with Kyra 4 again.
Haha. It seems like me and Adi are like members there.
We are not from that OG aniwaes...

Guess wat??!! Laser quest was CANCELLED!
Fully-booked that day. Damn happy lah.
Can save money. We ended up BOWLING.

Ady Line (Adi), Zaza Im (Zaim), Nasrool (Nasrul), Fizie (ME) and Ka-Zhang (Zhang).
Against Pei Ying, Kerine, Daniel and Laxmann.

First round, me highest, Ka-Zhang lowest .
Second round, me lowest, Ka-Zhang highest.

After that went for lunch at KFC.
Went to play pool at Jurong East.
Went to arcade at Jurong East.
Went to take photos. (To be uploaded soon!)

Went home.

Here I am. Typing this S**T out.
Guess this is goodbye.

::Feeling slow, Not Emo::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 8:44 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Friday, March 02, 2007

If I Fall - Amber Pacific

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same
This is for the ones who have lost it all when all that's left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that were blind to slip away...

How can I say...
Say I'll be okay...

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

Now that the lines been broken
I'm too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all I had
Why does it have to be this way
These things they'll never change
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need...

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on...
_______________________________

If I were to fall one day,
Would you forgive me for all my sins?

If I were to fall one day,
Would you still be there by my side?

If I were to fall one day,
Would you say that you won't let me go?

If I were to fall one day,
Would not regret not saying those 3 words?



If I were to fall one day,
Would you tell me that you'll be happy to move on?

:: If I fall ::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 8:15 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Lately...

These past few days had been great, including.
From skipping classes,
To playing Hide and Seek with the OM,
To playing bowling with 07S17,
To watching Letters From Iwo Jima with them (BANZAI!),
To breakfast and Macdonalds,
To going to the Armed Forces Career Exhibition.

I wonder whether these memories will last.
I sure hope they do.

I guess this is it for the week.
Need to go rest now. Freaking TIRED.
Enjoy the song~!

::WooHoo! Laser quest Tomorrow::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 8:11 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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