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Saturday, February 24, 2007

If Tomorrow Never Comes - Ronan Keating

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark

And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one

And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed

So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one

And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
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I thought about it for weeks.
What if tomorrow never comes.
And I'll have to leave you alone.

Would you accept it?
Or would you regret?

For everytime you didn't care.
For everytime you didn't feel.

For every single time you missed saying those 3 words.

I want you to have no regrets.
Accept it as part of fate.
And let it, in turn, shape our destiny.

:: Let fate shape our destiny, not the other way round ::

Edit: How each colour make such a significance...

Picture of Fizie's mind at 12:52 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Thursday, February 22, 2007

Thoughts Of the Day

Today was okay. Not as bad as expected.
Enjoyed the day well actually.
I'm now to lazy to talk about the day.
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I just found the link in love and drugs.
It seems that they have so much in common.

To people who take drugs, it is wonderful,
In reality, drug are actually what kills you.
It is easy to get hooked on to drugs,
But it is hard to break out of it.
Not only that it is bad for your health,
it also adds burden to your shoulders if you take it.
When you take drugs, it slowly peels your life away.
In a way that you'll die sooner than you will.
You constantly pay a hefty price for drugs,
Only to realize in the end it was all not worth it.

So, how about love?

For those who are in the love state, it is wonderful,
In reality, it is what that actually kills you.
It is easy to fall in love,
But it is hard to break out of it.
Not only it is bad for your health in terms of stress,
it also adds burden to your shoulders if you are in a relationship.
When you fall in love, it slowly peels your life away.
In a way that you'll feel all lifeless and depressed.
You constantly pay a hefty price for love,
Only to realize in the end it was all not worth it

Now, are they really that different?

:: Falling in Love is like Falling for Drugs::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 10:33 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Outing Again

Went out wif S17 again.
15 of us went to watch Ghost Rider.
Haha. Fun movie. Shitty script.
Me and Adi had a whole load of laughter,
talking abt the stupid plot and stupid script.

If any of you like stupidity,
or criticize stupidity,
Ghost Rider is the movie for you.

Then, the rest of us headed to the ARCADE!!
Damn... My wrist still hurts from the percussion game.
And OH, there's this girl who damn pro.
Didn't look at the screen. Got ard 500 combo.
She FREAKING MEMORIZED IT!

We went to meet the girls (they didn't go to the arcade),
and went to BK to eat. All the MEN ate Double Whooper.
(No offence Ridz. Haha.) Quite big. Not bad. Made me full.
Talked A LOT of CRAP during dinner. And ya it's proven.
Ridz do have a character change when he's full. Hehe.

Then we went..... to the ARCADE!!
Yes!! Again!

So if I can recall, here's ( in chronological order), of what I spent on the Arcade:

So here's what I think I spent:
--> $2 on Time Crisis 4
-->$3 on World Combat
-->$1 on Percussion Master

(Break at BK) (Break at BK)

-->$1 on Percussion Master
-->$2 on House of the Dead 4
-->$2 on World Combat
-->$1 on Time Crisis 3
-->$1 on Super Mario Racing Game

(End Games)

So, the total should amount to: $13.
Fun ah. It totally beats pool at any time.
I got sick of pool already. So arcade was fun.
After that all went home. The End.

Come to think of it, today wasn't all that bad.
S17, we should do this again.
When I have enough money ah.

:: $40 down the drain ::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 11:16 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Sunday, February 18, 2007

So Damn Clever - Plain White T's

Thought that I was in control
And in my mind you were mine, what did I know?
I didn't listen when they said
That you were fake, manipulating boys to bed

I thought they had you wrong
In the morning you were gone

Everytime I see your face
I can see the games you play
Nobody can break hearts better
Why do you have to be so damn clever?
Turns you on
Always getting what you want
Made me believe that we would be together
Why do you have to be so damn clever?

We were over from the start
Intertwined just in time to fall apart (fall apart)
I can't believe I missed the signs
You were cold and they all told me not to try

But I thought they had you wrong
In the morning you were gone
Just vanished from my life
Didn't even say goodbye

Everytime I see your face
I can see the games you play
Nobody can break hearts better
Why do you have to be so damn clever?
Turns you on
Always getting what you want
Made me believe that we would be together
Why do you have to be so damn clever?

You pulled all the right strings
Saying all the right things
Now that you've gotten what you wanted you don't want it anymore

Everytime I see your face
I can see the games you play
Nobody can break hearts better
Why do you have to be so damn clever?
Turns you on
Always getting what you want
Made me believe that we would be together
Why do you have to be so damn clever?

Oh
Why do you have to be so damn clever?
Oh
Why do you have to be so damn clever?
Oh

Made me believe that we would be together
Why do you have to be so damn clever?

::Enjoy while it last::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 2:08 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Friday, February 16, 2007

Split Me Up

This post is dedicated to you.
Yes, you know who you are.
And I'll be really frank this time.

Please stop dropping me hints.
I know you wanna be with me.
I know you've been waiting.

But I can't alright.
I cannot get into a relationship.
Not now, not anytime soon.
Not until I clear my conscience.

It's not about you at all.
Sometimes, I think you're kinda sweet.
At times, I feel that you're making me complete.
Most of the time, I think about you too.

But when reality steps in,
It'll all become clear for me.

I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.
I don't want you to carry a burden.
I don't want you to regret your decision.
I don't want you to hate me under any circumstances.

I cannot bear the guilt in my heart any longer.
I know that we can share our problem and work things out,
But for how long my dear? How long will it last?

Until you find a new guy?
Until your parents find out?
Until you fail your exams?
Until you get bored with me?

I'm really sorry I cannot be the one for you.
I'm really sorry I cannot be there for you.

I'm really sorry.

::Jekyll and Hyde::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 10:30 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Sunday, February 11, 2007

How You Remind Me - Sum 41

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling

And this is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For giving you a heart worth breaking

And I've been wrong
I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"


It's not like you didn't know that
I said I hate you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Living with me
Must have damn near killed you

And this is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For giving you a heart worth breaking

And I've been wrong
I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"


Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling

And this is how you remind me
Of what i really am
This is how you remind me
Of what i really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I've been wrong
I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"

Yeah, yeah
Are we having fun yet
Yeah, yeah
Are we having fun yet

:: Enjoy the Nickelback Cover ::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:20 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Ranting Thoughts

Let's not talk about the performance.
It was okay ah for a first time,

Let's not talk about the BBQ.
It's in between fun and boring for me.
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Spending an hour and a half alone made me think.
A lot. Way a lot. About who I've been.
And mostly on what I've done.

May be I deserve all this shit.
I took away people's happiness.
Now it's my turn.

I guess god has it's ways to punish me.
Made me realize, I should thank him.
At least I realize it before it's too late.
_______________________________________

I wanted to let you know all about it.
I wanted to reveal all right there and then.
I wanted to show you what's deep inside.
I wanted to prove to you that you're wrong.
I wanted to tell you all about the mendacity.

I wanted you to decide, right there and then,
which person would you look in the eyes,
and say that you believe them.

I guess god has it's ways to punish me.
Making me unable to convey the message.
I should thank him for making me shut up.
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Those words you said pierced right through me.
It didn't even for once occurred to you about feelings.
I guess I was right about me being wrong.
This time, we're two different sides of a coin.

I could have easily pushed all words back to you.
Make those piercing words hurt you back.
This time, right at your heart.

And I'll make sure I leave a deep scar.
A scar which will bring fear,
Each time you look into my eyes.

I guess god has it's ways to punish me.
Making me hold back my piercing words.
I should thank him for making me patient.

:: It brought the Old Daddy Bastard right back ::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 8:59 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Friday, February 09, 2007

Results

Shock of the day.
My results.

6 Distinctions.
5 A2s, 1 A1, 1 B3.
L1R5 - 12
L1R4- 9

Bonus points: 2.
That makes L1R5 = 10.

A result I did not expect to get.
Not even in my deepest dreams.

Praying hard I can enter TJC.
If not TPJC.
I dunno why I don't like MJC.
Too stressing I guess.

Tml is the performance.
Praying hard Casual Impact can pull it off.
10 O'clock in the morning is quite a bore.

Aniwaes, that's it. Not much excitement ah?

:: still praying for your sake ::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 7:38 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Sunday, February 04, 2007

Belaian Jiwa - Innuendo
 

Seindah
Tiada lagi kau ku ingatkan
Sayang kau hilang
Menanti
Biar sampai akhir hayat
Ku di dunia ini

Kau tahu betapa
Ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir
Menentukan ia
Ohh Belaian jiwa

Ohh angin
Sampaikan lagu ku padanya
Yang sedih pilu
Terimalah
Lagu ku jadi teman
Hidupmu untuk selamanya

Kau tahu betapa
Ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir
Menentukan ia
Ohh Belaian jiwa

Sayang, Kembalilah kepadaku.
Ku rindu belaianmu.
Ku harap kita dapat bersama,
Selamanya...

Kau tahu betapa
Ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir
Menentukan ia
Ohh Belaian jiwa

Sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir
Menentukan ia
Ohh Belaian jiwa

_______________________________________________

Selama ini,
Cinta yang membara di dalam hatiku,
Belum boleh ku buktikan kepadamu.

Tetapi ia tidak bermakna ia tidak wujud.
Suatu hari aku akan meluahkan,
Semua perasaanku terhadapmu.

Sehingga hari itu tiba,
Rahsia di hati, Tiada siapa yang tahu.

::Secrets of the heart, Nobody Knows::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 5:44 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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Friday, February 02, 2007

Ignorant Fools

I'm not trying to bring anyone down.
Or flame anyone for a matter of fact.
But I've made promise to look out.
And by hook or by crook, I'll keep it.

It's great to see two cheats in love.
One cheats and tells lies,
the other cheats the lover.

A miraculous pair.
But nonetheless, I'll have to make it right.
This is all I have for you.
Up to you to heed or not.

The person will most likely lie to you.
Lie about everything regarding his/her life.
It's the first step. If he's done that, now for step 2.

He/She will the message you often.
Most of the time in fact.
First is friendly, then caring.
Then goodnite messages.
If you've got it, then step 3.

Now step 3, hmm...
Well, there isn't any!
Because this is the stage he/she fails.
And everything turns into a conflict.

Dun say I didn't warn you.

:: 2's a couple, 3's a crowd ::

Picture of Fizie's mind at 8:53 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.

Falling in love is like falling for drugs.



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