This post is dedicated to you. Yes, you know who you are. And I'll be really frank this time.
Please stop dropping me hints. I know you wanna be with me. I know you've been waiting.
But I can't alright. I cannot get into a relationship. Not now, not anytime soon. Not until I clear my conscience.
It's not about you at all. Sometimes, I think you're kinda sweet. At times, I feel that you're making me complete. Most of the time, I think about you too.
But when reality steps in, It'll all become clear for me.
I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. I don't want you to carry a burden. I don't want you to regret your decision. I don't want you to hate me under any circumstances.
I cannot bear the guilt in my heart any longer. I know that we can share our problem and work things out, But for how long my dear? How long will it last?
Until you find a new guy? Until your parents find out? Until you fail your exams? Until you get bored with me?
I'm really sorry I cannot be the one for you. I'm really sorry I cannot be there for you.
