First and foremost, the burden is too much am I right? The burden you are carrying. The lies you've told. Now that people are coming to light, you have nowhere to hide. It's best you tell the truth. The past lies can be kept. But start a new. A lie will lead to another. Then another. I know cause I was at your place in the past. It sucks.
Secondly, you love her don't you? Haha. It's kinda obvious you know. And yah, I know. Don't get mad at me. I don't have anything to do with her whatsoever. You looked stressed whenever she calls me not you. And you try to be with her all the time. It's ok.
But I've been entrusted to look after her well-being. To protect her from YOU. But I have no rights. So all I can do is advice and advice. Whether it's heeded or not, It's not up to me.
However, you are still a good fren. I can't ponder over the bad.
So if you happen to read this post, or know about it, I'm sorry if I hurt you. It's for my personal self. For me to trash out my mind. Really sorry.
