Started off today bad, 2 period of Bio Lecture.
FREAKING BORING. I COULD SLEEP AND WAKE UP.
AND THE TEACHER WOULD STILL HAVN'T FINISH.
Then had a period of Maths. Boring as USUAL.
Well, that doesn't concern me.
2 things now concern me.
1) The Performance.
2) Personal Problems.
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1)
Well, it's abt 2 weeks+ till the performance,
I'm just hoping the songs would work out.
a) Only one - Yellowcard
b) Pieces - Sum 41
c) Be my escape - Relient K
d) All the Small things - Blink 182
e) Broken - Seether feat. Amy Lee
I'm still praying from yesterday.
Man I'm a nervous wreck.
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2)
I really have to learn to control myself.
Things are not how they were before.
Reminder to self: It's a new beginning.
Forget my past, forget my mistakes.
The problem is I keep remembering.
Then it'll be screwing up the day.
I'll go from introvert to extrovert.
From nice to bad to ugly, then to quiet.
I'VE GOT TO HOLD MY FREAKING SELF DOWN.
IF I DON'T, I'LL HURT ALL AROUND ME.
I'LL HURT ALL THOSE THAT I CARE,
AND ALL THOSE THAT I HATE.
Come to think of it, it ain't so bad after all.
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Sorry about the ranting.
I'm human after all.
Anyways, enjoy ur day peeps.
:: Love life lost ::
