A THOUSAND AND ONE FREAKING QUESTIONS ARE FREAKINGLY GOING THROUGH MY FREAKING HEAD.
I CANT THINK, I CANT EAT, I CANT SLEEP WELL. BEST OF ALL, I'VE GOT TO FREAKING DO THIS ALONE.
I'M JUST WAITING FOR THE FREAKING GOLDEN MOMENT. THE MOMENT TO SHUT DOWN AND SHUT UP.
I CANT GO THROUGH ALL OF THIS NOW. I CANT GO THROUGH ALL OF THIS ALONE. IF I'VE GOT TO DO THIS ALONE, THEN I'LL LEAVE. START A NEW LIFE IS FREAKING GOOD TOO.
I HAVE TO GO SWIMMING EACH DAY I GUESS. BEING A BAD SWIMMER WON'T STOP ME. I'VE GOT TO FIND A WAY TO COOL MYSELF. I'M GETTING FREAKING CRANKED UP ALL THE TIME.
ONCE THIS IS DOWN, IT LOOKS LIKE I'VE GOT TO FIGHT. TOUGH IT OUT. LEARN TO FORGET.