I wonder if you're still reading this, but if you do, leave me ANOTHER tag aite?
I'm sorry if I was harsh last time. Didn't mean it.
But I was serious on TOTAL STRANGERS. So don't start bullshitting me.
I guess after 2 years, I should reveal. Take it seriously or not, up to you.
I know this day will occur. A day whereby we are strangers, and forever filled with hatred.
And yes, you are filled with it. Don't deny. The heart reveals all.
I leave clues to my life to everyone. So that each person will have a different perspective of me. This is to ensure that my real life is not exposed. Main reason is because I'm not what you see.
That part I cannot explain. But you can figure it out by asking each one. "What do you think of the Batam Pimp??"
Yes, I know that too. Not from your close friends. Don't worry. I got it by myself. Blog-hopping around. And I stumbled upon your blog.
But I had to keep it down. If not you'll change again rite?? So since that day I read ALL that happened. Basically anithing related to me.
Sad or angry, happy or suprised? Check my blog past post to figure out. I hid secrets EVERYWHERE.
Aniwaes, back to the point. My life isn't all as bad as yours.
I recalled you telling me, "Siape yg makan lada, dier yg terase pedas." Comparing my life to what I heard about yours, I am glad I am here typing all this out.
Let me give you highlights. I learnt to control my feelings I learnt to hide my emotions. I learnt to conquer my fears. I learnt what others think of you.
Its much better to have people hate me as it is, Then to have friends who backstabs. But hey, everyone has one or two or three. Suprisingly for you...
Now here's a little secret I kept. Only this one I am revealing. Only some of my trustees know. The rest didn't know about it. Including you.
Firstly, during March or April can't remember, We had a dilemma am I right?
Well, whatever reasons I gave you was a lie. Some people figured that out on their own. I salute them for that. I was wrong. I shouldn't have made use of people's heart.
I didn't really "fell" back for her. I made that whole thing up. I thought you would figure it out. I dropped a lot of clues which others did find. Too bad you didn't.
Go and think about the things that happened. From October 19 to June 14. Think hard. Think slow. Think carefully. Whatever reasons I gave you was probably a lie.
I confess to being a scheming man. I confess to doing all those just for strength. But I had to keep it real. I had to make it credible.
Only some of my very close frens know of this. You can ask them if you want. If you don't, its better. But please, Ahmad isn't one of them okay.
Another truth. WHATEVER you heard from Ahmad, Or any other sources which lead back to Ahmad, is most probably not the truth.
You see, I know of Ahmad's flaw. So i kinda use it to my advantage. I made sure what ever lie which i need to make real, will be told to Ahmad as a secret. Then for sure, others will know of it too. But as a "true" secret. Pity that most people believed it.
Some other people has this flaw too. I made use of it as well. But it did work, didn't it?
I don't know if you have learnt anithing from this at all. It's okay if you havn't. I figured you won't aniway. Don't bother reading the thing again. If you don't get it once, you won't get it at all.
So i bid you farewell and good luck. Luck for everything you do. Every decision you make. For every step you take. You'll need it.
And yes, as you will think, "Will this childish asshole change the blog add?" Yes I will. I can't let my life be touched by...
So you have a week from this date of published to read it. After that, it'll be gone. Don't bother saving it. Or posting it in ur new blog. I know you'll change your add.
Ouh yah, I didn't search for your blog okay. I stumbled upon it. As i said, this post is the truth. Up to you to believe.
I guess a goodbye will be in order. I hope you'll get satisfying results for your O's. Like how you did for your MT. A2 is very good. Don't worry about chemistry. They'll probably moderate.
Well then, I should be going off. Till next time we meet.
