So many things happening at once. Its hard to curb myself.
Temper is something I learnt to control. Since young. I still remember what my teacher said.
"Hafiz, you need to learn how to control your temper!"
Since then, I have tried to keep all emotions in. That's why I'm labelled heartless, emotionless. I'm not. I just don't show it. Its a normal condition.
"Type D individuals tend to experience negative emotions like hostility, anxiety, anger, depressed mood, tension, and a negative view of themselves. They are likely to be constantly on alert for signs of impending trouble and to overreact to stressful events. An equally important factor in the type D personality is the inability to express these emotions, which leads to feeling tense, insecure, and uncomfortable in social situations."