Friday, September 08, 2006
Owe.
If you are reading this, hear me out.
I know you can't forgive.
Or can't be bothered.
Either ways, its hard for me.
I've been living with guilt almost
my whole life, ever since I can remember.
I've been trying to make things better.
For others and for myself.
But this is hard. Hardest in fact.
The truth. I really can't sleep every night.
I keeps playing all over in my head. Loops.
Its tearing me apart. Slowly.
I don't know how much longer I'll last.
Before I crack. But till then, I'll never have
the guts to meet you. Or talk to you.
Its not that I'm not a man.
I just don't want things to get any worse.
I'm bad with words. Just leave me a sign.
Picture of Fizie's mind at
10:53 pm
.
Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.
Falling in love is like falling for drugs.
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