Do you bury me when I'm gone?
Do you teach me while I'm here?
Just as soon as i belong,
Then it's time i disappear

Metallica - I Disappear

It's strange isn't it?

Everytime you meet someone new,
You have to leave. Forever.

Sometimes I feel like it's not worthwhile.
Spending time and energy, which is all wasted.

Usually, people have to leave as they have no choice.
But this time, I choose to leave. It's a wild decision.

But look at it this way. It's impossible to work out.
Time and again I've been lifted up into the skies,
Only to know that it was just to crush me further.

If you're with me now, you can hear it shattering.
If you're with me now, you can see the tears.
If you're with me now, you can feel it break.

"Love is a decision.
Its a reflection of how you honour the one you love.
Its a reflection of the things we sacrificed.
Just to be with that special someone for a lifetime."

I guessed its all gone down the drain.
May be it's time I disappear.

Imagine the burden that's lifted.
Imagine the peace in mind.
Imagine the smile.

I hope you'll find the happiness you've been seeking.
I hope you'll find the life you've been wanting.
I hope you'll find the reasons for life.





In loving memory, --,

4th January 2006 - 29th September 2006