Have you ever woken up, feeling as though everything is wrong? Its dumb. Everything's dumb. Every hope, dream, life crashes down.
3 hopes. 3 chances. Screwed it all. Is bad luck bound to me?
Maybe its true after all. Im jinx. I screw things up. My life and others. Why can't I be like others? Carefree. Unlike me, a million and one worries.
Maybe its because i keep things in. They're right. I shouldn't try to be cool. Cool as in cool about everything. Bad or good. I should reveal my true feelings. Let it go.
Its doing more harm than good to me anyways.
I've never opened up to anyone. So practically no one knows me well. My friends... they know nothing about me. How I think, what im thinking and all.
I guess no one can still understand me now. Pieces of the puzzle. Put them together and you'll get a masterpiece.
I know you're the right one for me. But i guess it's all juz a fantasy. I'll never be able to do it.
