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Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Hedley - Perfect


More than a year ago, I said I knew how it was going to end.
Well, it is sure getting clearer and clearer.

I guess I'm just unsure of being attached. Since the start.
Still fighting with myself, whether it was the right move or not.
I envy the single, I envy the couples. I just envy all.

The guys think I'm the old type. The "dad, have a kid, sit down
with family, let's have dinner together" kind, I dont think I am.

I guess I'm the "uncle, living alone, loves kids, dies alone".

You're so damn perfect you know that. You always stay patient,
making me more "assholey" like I guess. I dont know.

I love being alone you know. Not all the time, but I'm always alone.
The colleagues, the guys... they are friends, but are they really?
I told you I'm always not here nor there, it's true.
Why else would I have a blog to talk to myself?

I guess this alone thing applies to you as well.
We don't talk that much, we don't share a lot.
We said we will, but we don't. I don't.
And so do you.

Those facebook updates, your livejournal updates.
I'd rather wish you put them into a blog where no one reads.
It hurts to know that you feel that way. And to know it along millions.

Aaah. Whatever. Bear in mind fiz,

She's perfect for you. She held herself for you.
She understood you, a lil more than others i guess. But nonetheless.
You lose her you might never get another. Never. Nata. Empty.
There's probably no one else right now.


::Like a jigsaw puzzle, when the picture's done,
we either frame it for life, or take it down and put it away::


Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:29 pm .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Saturday, February 27, 2010

Close your eyes.


Close your eyes. Just for a moment.
And the world is against you.
I blame myself. If only you knew girl, the tireness of each day.
I blame myself. If only you knew girl, the painfulness of each lie.
I blame myself. If only you knew girl, the decisions that I make.
I blame myself. If only you knew girl, the times I had to cool off.
I blame myself. If only you knew girl, the life that I lead.
If only you knew girl, if only you knew.
I'm sorry I choose to run over staying,
it was for your own sake.

::Ran out of chances, didn't I?::
Please don't take things to heart. I know you're pretty much angry right now.
I'm just doing this to cool myself off alright. Please.

Please.


Picture of Fizie's mind at 7:19 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Sunday, November 01, 2009

Dengar Bisikku - The Rain


I now see how it all ends.
It all comes down to One coin, Two sides.
I won't mess up this time. Not with you.
::Close a chapter, Open another::


Picture of Fizie's mind at 3:21 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Friday, August 07, 2009

A Thousand Useless Letters


I drop by from time to time.
Don't know why, but somehow I still care.
It's really really stupid, I know. A waste of time.

But some how I just feel like I'm to blame.
Maybe it's cause I had the chance to change,
But I threw it all away. At what cost? This?

It took friendship away.
It took trust away.
It took laughter away.
It took part of my life away.

So from now on, I'll have no one to blame.
And i'm sorry it has affected you babe.
::I did this to myself. Dumbass::


Picture of Fizie's mind at 11:19 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Sunday, June 28, 2009

Fate's Cruel Trick


Flowers and chocolates.
Lunch, dinner and a snack.
Movie, fireworks and a walk.
The first words being said last.
The silence when two souls just connects.

But this isn't the first time,

::And sure as hell ain't gonna be the last::


Picture of Fizie's mind at 5:13 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Saturday, June 20, 2009

Autumn's Monologue - Autumn to Ashes


Oh why can’t I be what you need?
a new improved version of me
But I’m nothing so good, no I’m nothing
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
Of violence of love and of sorrow
I beg for just one more tomorrow
Where you hold me down, fold me in
Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you, oh,
I break in two, and each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don’t see me, you don’t

Here I’m pinned between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I’m tossing and tortured till dawn
I view visions of you, then you're gone
The shock bleeds the red from my face
When I hear someone has taken my place
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that I did was for you

I break in two over you, oh,
I break in two, and each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don’t see me, you don’t (x2)

I break in two over you, oh,
I break in two

Over you, I break in two
I will break in two, for you
Now you see me, now you don’t
Now you need me, now you don’t…


::It's okay, I like it this way::


Picture of Fizie's mind at 7:50 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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Sunday, May 10, 2009

Buried Confession


You said that we could be good friends
I guess I just had to pretend,
But is that true?

What if you fall in love again
What if I can't give up the pain,
What could I say?

If only you could listen to what I'm trying to say to you
Could go either way but it's the risk I'm willing to take
I know that,
You have your own expectations,
And I my own imperfections,
But baby would kindly listen to my... confession.

These feelings that I have for you
The only thing that pulled me through,
Is getting strong...

So would you be my valentine?
Create a love that's so divine,
I guess it's time...

If only you could listen to what I'm trying to say to you
Could go either way but it's the risk I'm willing to take
I know that,
You have your own expectations,
And I my own imperfections,
But baby would kindly listen to my... confession.


::Not now, not yet::
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For those who're wondering (yes, Fajar KIDS especially)
NS is going okay for me.
Found out that I'll be passing out in abt 10 weeks time,
So yea, if I'm ever coming down to visit ya'll, it'll be in 10 weeks time.
Or maybe longer coz i'll have to let my hair grow first.

::5 down, 10 to go::

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Picture of Fizie's mind at 9:52 am .

Love is JUST an expression of Lies and Illusion.


Falling in love is like falling for drugs.




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